How are you supposed to feel when your family, who swore straight up that they loved you, doesn't want you anymore? How can they simply turn away when you didn't even do anything?

She's finally ready to talk, but sadly, no one is listening.

What hurt more than you screaming at me was when you simply turned and walked away and wouldn't even look at me. Why can you love me because I'm your kid, but not for who I am?

Why are you always trying to change me? I know I'm not the person you wish I could be. But that person isn't me. This is me, and the truth is, you don't love me.

I see those shows on tv where the mom and daughter have such a great relationship, and I ask myself, why can't we have that? Why do I have to be someone else in order for you to love me like that?

All I really want is for you to look at me, really look at me and see me, and love me for who I am. Mom, that's all I want.

I gotta move on, be who I am. I just don't belong here..... I hope you understand......

The true secret of happiness,
Lies within the heart,
But it's unattainable,
When you don't know where to start.

People tell me to pray, that God will always be there for me.
Prayer didnt help when I asked God to help my church.
Prayer didnt help when I asked God to help my family.
And prayer sure as hell didnt help when I *begged* God to not take my grandpa away

You pushed me to my lowest.You saw me at my weakest.And still, you turn away, like nothing at all happened