A thousand words won't bring you back,
I know because I tried.
And neither will a thousand tears,
I know because I've cried.

In memory of Pop, the best grandpa on earth.

March 21, 2008. It's 4 A.M. forever.

I scream into the night for you, don't make it true, don't jump.

Spring Nicht(Don't jump)-Tokio Hotel

Who was I kidding? I don't belong here. I don't want to be here anymore. Here, in this moment, in this life, on this earth.... I just don't see the point. I lost it.

And you will never know, but sometimes I just feel so incredibly.... alone.

I turn around, beggin for help and.... No one is there.

How do you forgive someone who isn't sorry? They don't think they did anything wrong.....

What happened to us? How did we get here? And most of hall, can we ever get back? I don't think we can. We lost it....

And you turned out to be like all the other guys....

And maybe someday... You'll be able to show me that they aren't all the same.....

And even though she knows she should, she just can't let go of that tiny bit of hope that maybe, just maybe, it will work this time....