I'm staring at a picture of him.
Thinking of his love that I could not win...

I hold a razor to my wrist
Close my eyes and take in the bliss...

Im standing over your grave
You know you where so brave...

I\'m perfectly fine pretending...
But damn... whens my world ending...

Why cant life life be like my dreams
But nothings as it seems...

You all think I'm safer in my room
But thats were the danger starts to bloom...

Drowning in my sorrow
Praying to make it to tomorrow...

I was once so afraid to fall in love again... so...
so scared of commitment...

Its just a few pounds so don be mad
Don't be sad...

I stare into the mirror
Its all becoming clearer...

Tears start to fall down my face
So i call you once more just in case...

Is all you can do is criticize me?
Is the bad all you see...