I hold a razor to my wrist
Close my eyes and take in the bliss...

I dream about you every night
When I wake up I hope you might...

Why cant life life be like my dreams
But nothings as it seems...

Please...I don't want to cry anymore
I'm crying inside my hearts so sore...

Its just a few pounds so don be mad
Don't be sad...

It seemed to happen so fast
The screaming tires the bursting glass...

I'm staring at a picture of him.
Thinking of his love that I could not win...

I stare into the midnight sky
As i do i wonder why...

My love is darker than night its self, but as...

I stare into the mirror
Its all becoming clearer...

I cant help but stare at you
Regretting what I put you through...

I\'m perfectly fine pretending...
But damn... whens my world ending...