How is it possible to feel this lost?
(I wish it wasn't...

That starry night when we locked eyes
The moment when you wrapped your arms around me...

I wish I could hate you
I really wish I could...

We are getting in deep
I have never felt like this...

They may call me insane
They may look down upon me...

This thing I hate
This feeling inside...

Hidden desires behind a mask
Lost in the wake of the men of my past...

I have to face it
I just cant stand it any longer...

Will he ever know
The feelings that I have for him...