D – Deciding what is intended for me in this life
E – Eternal pain or the easy way out?
A – Accepted for an outcast; accepted I will never be
T – Too late to turn back now
H – Hell has come for me!!!!

Now i sit here all alone waiton 4 u 2 come back 2 me, but how long do i have 2 wait, i will wait all day if i hve 2 , but still u never came ......:(

When im with u wanna hold u tight n let the night never end
but ur not here ........ o i give up ....:(

Y do i hurt so much because of u
but yet when u walk allover me i fall even deeper in love with u
the pain is real
the love is real
but yet doesnt love make u happy?
so y arnt i happy let it end :(

Wots in this world is true and real love?!?
it doent exist
?!?happyness?
happyness always ends thts a fact

Wots the point nemore all life is full of is hurt and pain i might have well dyed at birth but i didnt so i have 2 live like this 4 the rest of my pointless life, suicide is not an option its a cowards way out but i pray something will save my soul....:(