So distant
yet near...

You tell me to be happy
for just being me...

You say i don't feel this
but how would you know...

In the darkness i cannot see
i only know what i feel...

Stomach grumbles
in flow sharp pains...

I tell you I'm not hungry
you say you don't care...

The worst thing to do
is lie to everyone, especially yourself...

In the shadows
where i lay...

And so i am here
with nothing to do...

Why is it i feel so alone
theres people all around me...

Some boys cheat
some boys lie...

How do you expect me to live
with fights and tears each day...