I left this note
To tell you why...
When I'm dancing, It releases pain,
Takes me to a world I've never known...
There's unhealed wounds surrounding my shattered...
Poison running through my blood which you helped...
Who's that little girl in my reflection,
Crying and asking for some affection...
A Tear of pain fills up her most beautiful eyes,
Shimmering in the dark behind her own disguise...
Recurring intoxicated visions,
venomous poisoned thoughts...
Yell and scream at me,
Do what you wish to do...
All of my walls that I have built surround me...
Cause I'm too afraid to let someone reach my soul...
Desirable love,
I'm incomplete without it...
Rage and love
Held deep within...
Her world is spinning so out of control,
Falling deeper into that dark black hole...
Love is formed and hearts are wasted,
Crushed to pieces and torn apart...