So confused,
Mind racing...

Staring out the window
as the rain drops to the floor...

Torment and hate,
my naked body lies on the floor...

* This poem i wrote for one of my closest friends...
The shadows whisper...

Red and swollen eyes,
Mascara dripping tears...

Christmas strains,
and christmas fears...

She sets in the field
Her head in the clouds...

She applies her makeup,
to hide red blotchy eyes...

The rain thrashes at my window
The tears stream down my face...

Feeling the rage swirl inside her stomach
Rising into her chest and bursting out her mouth...

Thursday 00:56, 26/12/05- Its bad i know, but i...
Ive put my mask back on...

There are no words to describe,
How much you mean to me...