Crying over lost dreams and time's pain;my tears...
It's almost 3 a.m. and I'm still awake.Trembling...

I will no longer cry of bruised scars that others...
My letters will take my pain away and hide it in a...

It is the most silent yet precious thing...a...

I wish i could find you.
Find you here, now and today...

I wake up in the morning. I move to your side of...
And I remember you're gone. Gone because of me...

He killed me
he killed me with his songs of sweet and seductive...

Sometimes I feel that I am not good enough for...
That I want to be a different person, one with...

"I don't give a (beep) keep looking @ my...
You walk around like you King James III...

Like a recovering dope fiend, I miss it. Going...

Dedicated to the one I shall forever have.
To the one and only that makes me laugh...

The gift of life is finally being received by me.
I'm learning all the wonders of its magnificently...

I dreamt of him again today. The same as every...
to be continued...