I'm so broken
because of you...

My mind is so confused
as is my heart...

Souls shouldn't die
Souls should live on FOREVER...

I am smurfs
I am dope...

Do i exist?
Does he notice me...

I hate myself for ever loving you
But i hate myself for ever seeing you...

I hate myself for ever disappointing you
for ever hurting you...

I hate you so much
you lied to me when we went out...

I hate you so much
But you don't get that...

I keep telling myself that i can keep living this...
when in my heart...

I love everythign about you
i love the way that you make me smile...

I lost you once already
but i don't ever want to loose you a second time...