I wish you were here.
Although I know you are physically near...

Soul a mess.
Sunlight brings redness reminders...

A beautiful willow so set in her place.
She towered above the rest...

Im shaking so softly.
The tears, they fall...

Holding tight.
I'll let you go...

Today I stand, tomorrow I fall.
First I walk, then I crawl...

With one touch, one sweet kiss.
I am swallowed by overwelming bliss...

I hate myself, I hate it all.
In love with you, and letting you fall...

Im finished in the trenches
Im walking away from the war...

Ill use the hand you took from me
Ill take the heart that used to be...

After me is myself in the mirror
Shaddows fall on unsuspected drumlines...

All at once it hit me.
Im useless to myself...