Sometimes we have to hurt the ones we love so they can learn.

I guess I'm meant to be a porcelain doll on display for the whole world to see,
never to be loved by one person but desired by everyone.

Sadly I know I will never find love.
I don't even know why I try.
I guess I like the pain of loss.
It gives me something to feel in this numb world of mine.

Throughout my whole life I've felt nothing but pain.
Yet I still set myself up for it every time...why?

Why should I smile when you're the one who made me happy and then left?

You once said "I love you"
well I find that hard to believe becuase you still left me.

If i don't love I can't get hurt,
but I'm hurt without love...
either way I lose.

I can see you dying and with your last gasping breath you still blame me for everything.

I never asked for any of this
yet you still gave me the scars anyway.

He said that there's something missing from me that he needs...
he doesn't want to tell me but I know...
everything.