Why should I smile when you're the one who made me happy and then left?

You once said "I love you"
well I find that hard to believe becuase you still left me.

If i don't love I can't get hurt,
but I'm hurt without love...
either way I lose.

I was dead before you met me,
you didn't make me this way.

It hurts more to smile than it does to cry.

It's okay to let go,
you've held on for so long.
You can rest now so just close your eyes and fall asleep
forever.

I've given you everything until there was nothing left...
anf you still wonder why I'm so empty inside.

I wish you could see all the scars you've inflicted upon me and how it's caused me to bleed to death inside.

I'm drowning in a pool of blood which came from all the scars that you had so generously given me.

He said that there's something missing from me that he needs...
he doesn't want to tell me but I know...
everything.