My life ended te say you left,
you crushed my heart
and I bled to death.

I won't lie to myself
becuase I'm afraid of losing you.
If I do I'll lose myself
and I just can't do that.

I don't know myself anymore...
the person I know is someone who lives for everyone else and not herself.

I won't lie to myself to hold on to you,
It's just something I can't do.

Once I wanted to just get over him,
but now all I want is him.

I used to wish for the pain
to go away,
now I want it
to forever stay.

It's amazing...
only when you try to kill yourself do your true friends come out of the dark....
but where were they when you were screaming for help this whole time?

*My tears will fall like the stars *

Your lies cut me deeper than the sharpest knife

Let me fall like the rain,
Because I hurt from all this pain.
Let me die from the sorrow,
Because I don't want to wake tommorow.