The people who are closest and who admire you-are the easiest to manipulate.Im great at manipulation.Ive done it before I can still do it now.Though now you have something to be thankful for I stopped being a manipulator and started being a real friend.

I promise someday I'll forget about all of you.I want to rinse away the pain.You'll will never understand the pain I've felt.Each remark,each spoken word and action,each damned assumption you all made,left nothing more than a cut for me to remember.

"If only the words I say could truly express the way I feel... Though the way my heart races, the way my eyes burn- they all seem to reveal. I wonder what you would think to yourself if you felt as if you were hiding in one's shadow."

" What if.. death wasn't supposed to be feared... .what if it was meant to be embraced?"