I'm scared
Scared of who I am...

Finally
Mine...

I couldn't believe it was happening
All my dreams had come true...

Walking side by side in a darkened field
They whispered words only they could hear...

She doesnt know how bad it hurt
When she disappeared from my life...

Emotion leaks from frigid lips
Tears sing from foggy eyes...

I'm shaking
and I'm losing control...

Glancing up at the stars
Reminiscing about the past...

I was searching for
something that cant be found...

Trying to hide from the facts
I do not like you...

I know its not a poem, but I wrote this and I...
Sure maybe after this night, I'm only going to end...

I can no longer see properly
My eyes have completely blurred...