We go to school for what how many years... 13, 14.... maybe 20, but they never teach us how to say goodbye

Its been days since i've seen you
Hours since I've talked to you
Minutes since I last heard your name
But yet its only been a matter of seconds since I last thought of you

I really do love this boy; our long conversations, little arguments, endless smiles, stupid jokes, and you know...pretty much everything about him

If I don't cry do you think I don't feel? If I look away it doesn't mean I don't see and just because I want someone when Im alone it doesnt mean I'm helpless and that I can't stand on my own.

Just to be held in his arms, to be pulled close to him... its enough to kill me, to know that we will always only be friends

Everyone says: Dont worry he likes you... hes just not ready
I say: Ya I guess your right everything does fit
*Thinks* Thats what you guys said last time

Its my sweet 16... but its also mothers day, and she will never be able to celebrate with me.

Love is meant to be felt... not heard! Thats why the words you want to hear the most, are the words left unspoken.

***Love is like monopoly, there are set backs and go forewards, and if you both wanna win and you work really hard it will last for ever***

I wrote that and its isnt good, but it can be very true!