He used to give me butterflies
But now i know that all he says are lies

Why do you always look this way?
Do you have something to say?
Come on, say it, or are you waiting for the next day?

Despite you being my first
Im sure that youll always remain the worst

He's not like other guys
He actually admits when he lies

Its been a while
Since I was last able to smile

I live a miserable life
Everyday a new strife
Nothing ever goes right
Always another fight

You own the key to my heart
You can either enter it
Or destroy it

I crave for the day Ill once again be able to see
Her gorgeous smile while welcoming me
As I fly above into her arms with delight
To the skies above with light so bright

When her name is mentioned, all eyes look down
And every single smile suddenly turns into a frown
I wish for her to once again be present right next to me
For our family and our lives are not the way they used to be

I dont really feel like you actually want me
I thought of just letting you go, but youre stuck in me