Our family chain is broken
And I wish that it wasnt true...

His handsome eyes
and that breath taking smile...

I'm sick of crying
these tears running down my face cannot explain it...

As the day passes on
The seconds ticking by...

I'm at a loss of words
I dont know what to say, or think...

I lay here, still awake tonight
Yet I am so tired...

I get butterflies everytime i see him
my heart aches when he walks down the hall...

Mr. zachary you were "the man"
in every which way possible...

Messaging on myspace
staying up late to talk on the phone...

I can't take it anymore
This control is eating me alive...

The life I lead is not as it seems
happiness is only found in my dreams...

I feel like crying.
but i cant, i wont let myself...