I had no reason for what I did
There was no pain I kept hid...
Aiming to be more, than just sum of all my...
Hoping the day comes, when losses are outweighed...
I just don't care
I am not scared...
Everyone got scared when I started drinking heavy
But I wasn't drunk when I wrecked my Chevy...
In my lifetime the amount of blood that I've bled,
Couldn't compare to the amount of tears you've...
When the time comes to fall or defeat
I feel my strength start to retreat...
As many times as I have fell, you have always been...
One of the few who has always been willing to care...
Can you see all I can see
I can see all you can see...
This is how I feel all the time; I'm so unsure of...
Perhaps it is time to call off all attempts,
Perhaps it is time to put my love to rest...
Time swallowed by suppressive smog,
To much of it spent in a depressive fog...
Smash me, thrash me, then tear me up inside
Chill me, it thrills me, I don't need to hide...