There are no words to explain how I feel...so instead I play these songs of sorrow. |
You know there is something wrong with your life when you have to hurt yourself just to ease the pain... |
Its not that I want to die....Its just that I am so sick of living. |
Why do you believe my lies, when you see the truth written in my eyes? |
How stupid to think I thought being myself would EVER be good enough... |
Jesus loves me...too bad nobody else does... |
Living=Waking up each day knowing the pains you will see, expecting every losing battle you will fight and then going back to sleep crying. |
I cry everytime you hang up the phone because for awhile I was safe...I could ask questions and talk and get answers besides empty silence...then you say good-bye and I snap back to my cruel reality. |
I love it when it rains.....because for once the world looks like I feel. |
Never stay, dying in the dark... |