And sometimes no matter how hard I try all i want to do is break down and cry.

And she will fool everyone with her fake smile and pretend laugh.

You want me to open up. You want me to show you the real me? Well its not that simple. Its not that easy, to bare it all to you. Cause you love me for who you think i am, not the real me.

At night when im thinking of you i try to hold back my tears i try to be tough but not even i can stop a waterfall

She smiles with all she has left
yet her tears are left undried,
though she has so much to say
she bottles it up inside.
If you look past her broken eyes
to a shadow no one sees,
a disguise so you wont recognize
[( That girl is really me )]

Im a strong girl keeping my shit in line ..
even when the tears are streaming down my face
i still manage to say the words im fine