He has shown me the light,
when darkness was all I saw...

Why does death show up
when least expected...

There are words, inside of me
I can't say, I can't get out...

Why do people betray and back stab?
Do they find glory in it...

I look in the mirror
can't describe what I see...

Will anyone ever love me?
Will there be someone always there...

As the tears stream down my face
No one sees...

As the blade touches my skin
I press it down and run it across...

He left.
Why did he leave...

I cry
I hurt...

The painted smile
is getting chipped and jaded...

Playing my emotions
using my heart...