He left.
Why did he leave...
    There are words, inside of me
I can't say, I can't get out...
    Why does my heart break for you?
When all you do is make fun...
    Why do people betray and back stab?
Do they find glory in it...
    I look in the mirror
can't describe what I see...
    Will anyone ever love me?
Will there be someone always there...
    He has shown me the light,
when darkness was all I saw...
    Why does death show up
when least expected...
    I cry
I hurt...
    The painted smile
is getting chipped and jaded...
    Playing my emotions
using my heart...
    As the blade touches my skin
I press it down and run it across...