I feel the pain
Flowing into me...
My love grows stronger
But my heart grows weaker...
IV always wondered why it rains
Why the clouds always seem to come my way...
You used to be like a garden
So bright and colorful...
For 11 years I have prayed for this day to come
for a new baby to be born...
As we sat there in are last days together
I listened to the words you said...
Love is such a strong word
It has many feelings...
I found a new boyfriend
He tells me the truth...
Have you ever felt pain so
Real like you want to die...
I look at my picture
And don't see a thing...
Iv been down many roads
Iv seen many things...
If only you knew the things I go through
And how much I love to need you...