Blood, gore, darkness,/ birth / pain, hurt...

Have you ever felt lied to by everyone around you
no matter who they were or how much they claimed...

My words are nothing
But they mean so much...

I cried for you today
i didn't shed tears of sadness...

You chose them over me/you chose to save them and...
this is me venting so it might not be the best i...

Why does life have to be so cruel at times
Is it to remind us that happiness is truly...

As suicide thoughts/slowly creep in/i grab hold of...

I'm sorry for promises i have not kept, I'm sorry...

How many times have i wished for your triumphant...
How many times have i been left torn and hurt...

Why am i so stupid?/ Why am i such a hypocrite...

I cant stand to be around you
I cant stand to look at you...

You gave me birth/ You gave me your blood/ You...