What if we were never introduced
And hadn't gone on our first date...
A day went by without you
A week, a month, a year...
Little girl you aren't happy
And you haven't been for a while...
I wish you knew the truth
i wish i had the nerve...
In my journal there are lots of words
Words that I never said...
“How are you?”
…In my mind I screamed, I’m tired, worried...
Time heals all wounds they say
I wonder where did that lie start...
I know that this is a silly request
And that you have important things to do...
I wish you would have told me first loves aren’t...
And that one day my heart would break...
I feel the weight on my shoulders as people tell...
Don’t they know that I’ve been strong for too...
No one understands my pain
Or sees life through my eyes...
I've never been the type to say what I feel
So basically I keep everything inside...