I think we/re a good team
Or at least we seem to be...

I wanted to tell you that I’m damaged
From my myself, from my past...

I've been a borderline alcoholic for years
Some people might think it's a joke...

The thing about death is it's final
Often there's no time for one more good-bye...

This is the last poem I'll write about you
Who am I kidding?... I said that 5 poems ago...

And today I asked God to forgive me
For the sins I did not know...

One shot isn't enough I tell myself
I have to take two maybe four...

Every time that I’m with you
I regret it the next day...

You were never the boy next door
At least not in the literal way...

I wanted to tell him that I loved him
That I was the one he had been waiting for as...

In love, I never came first
Always the rule and never the exception...

Every time I fall
Its like I always fall hard...