And in my mind I was never good enough for you
It hurts me to my core...

And today I asked God to forgive me
For the sins I did not know...

I've been a borderline alcoholic for years
Some people might think it's a joke...

The thing about death is it's final
Often there's no time for one more good-bye...

I feel the weight on my shoulders as people tell...
Don’t they know that I’ve been strong for too...

In my journal there are lots of words
Words that I never said...

“What’s wrong with her today?”
“I don’t know, must be another mood...

I wanted to tell you that I’m damaged
From my myself, from my past...

Every time that I’m with you
I regret it the next day...

I’m starting to feel manipulated
No, I’ve felt this way for a while...

In love, I never came first
Always the rule and never the exception...

I wish you would have told me first loves aren’t...
And that one day my heart would break...