The green dress hangs in my closet
Never to be worn again...

“How are you?”
…In my mind I screamed, I’m tired, worried...

A day went by without you
A week, a month, a year...

They told me that I couldn't walk around mad
And in my mind I said yea right...

I'm one step away from being an alcoholic
One step away from giving up all hope...

I wish I could tell you that I'm sad
Not some of the time, but all of the time...

I wanted to tell him that I loved him
That I was the one he had been waiting for as...

You were never the boy next door
At least not in the literal way...

Im not the girl I use to be
So don't try to understand...

One shot isn't enough I tell myself
I have to take two maybe four...

Time heals all wounds they say
I wonder where did that lie start...

This is the last poem I'll write about you
Who am I kidding?... I said that 5 poems ago...