I try to stay busy so I won't have a second to miss him.

Today I saw him, and for a second my mind flashed back to what could have been

And if you knew the truth you wouldn't like me let alone love me

And I know that I'm over him because I'm not afraid of losing him

And I think its going to be hard for you to convince me that I need you when I've gone this long without you

It's not that I don't want you, I just need him more.

I don't what to say it out loud
Because then I'll have to believe it's tue
I don't know what it means
But I think I'm in love with you

Im the girl who once thought crying would make it better
And now Im the girl who knows it doesnt

And the truth is...I miss him. All the hugs and kisses and late night calls, it seems like a lifetime ago. But no matter how much I miss him I can't risk going back only to be let down again

I'm the girl who has heard so many promises and is still waiting on them to come through.