Sometimes the rite thing...doesn't feel so rite!

If alls fair in love and war...then y do i always get so hurt??

God i miss him!
...I look at his photograph everyday.
...I get the chills everytime i hear his name.
...I listen to his voice mail over n over jus 2 hear his voice.
...I cry everytime I hear 'our' song.
...And I dream about him all nite long.

I dont see how i'm ever goina get over u...every guy i date, I always seem to compare to u. And none ever make it close, I dont kno wut 2 do.

Its not fair to all the guys i date...I compare them to the way u were, and none of them stand a chance. For once I wish I culd get a relationship that'd actually last.

U said u'd keep me ur "Dirty little Secret" because u wanted me all 2 urself. Now i realize u jus didn't want 'her' 2 find out about me.
((I hate that song now))

Theres a whole other side to this world...of which u finally see when boy meets girl.

Its amazing how much i'v matured over one summer...how much i'v learned, how much i'v grown. And without u...I wuld hav never known.

I'v found a reason 2 change...and that reason is u. Its amazing how some1 can make me feel like u do.

I really wonder wut my life wuld b like if id never met u. I never wuld hav learned all those things, been that happy, had all these memories....and yet id never hav been hurt this bad either.