As i slide the blade across my skin
admitting to defeat...

I wake in middle of the night
and look around but ur nowhere in sight...

Every night
while she sleeps...

As the darkness closes in, i'm filled with a...
i scream for someone to help, but no one is there...

The pills in her hand, that look on her face
she wants to flee from this place...

She can hear them talking and spreading lies
she cant ignore it no matter how hard she tries...

She stares out the window with thoughts of suicide
wondering what would happen if she ever tried...

The tears fall down her cheeks as she heads toward...
She's through waiting on God to make everything...

She leans against his chest and does her best not...
wishing with all her heart, they didnt have to say...

She sits on her roof and stares at the sky,
She's in too much pain;she just wants to die...

Always searching for answers; never finding a...
looking for a place to hide...

I sit here crying as i think about all the shit in...
The only way to release the pain is with my little...