Banging my head against the wall
Stupid thoughts are up...

Donâ??t want to live
Donâ??t want to die...

Wish I were bullet proof
So that nothing could ever come on to me...

I never wanted to hurt you
I never wanted this to happen...

Hold me close
Donâ??t let me go...

Mama, make me forget your smell
Papa, make me forget your swearing...

Come now, Mona Lisa
Smile Mona Lisa...

Oh God, Shush, don\'t speak.
You told me...

Looking deep in is eyes
I feel him weep inside...