I swum the farthest sea
Dived the deepest ocean...

While shadows collect
Fruit bearings of velvet sky...

You were here with me
But you never be mine...

I know I'm lost today,
But sooner or later I'll go on with my journey...

Happiness where are you?
Tell me where you residing...

Crimson liquid spluttered everywhere,
The fume of the room stinks like hell...

To my dearest J
I've been thinking this night and day...

Close your eyes
See merely darkness everywhere...

How will I let you go if I don't know how to say...
How will I show my heart's grief if I'm afraid to...

Last night I committed a suicide
I've surrendered my life, my immortality...

Standing beside the window
Waiting 'til dust to dawn...

A pale ghost that's what I am;
Straying somewhere at the dead valley...