Best friend, in strife over a man
shes ready to throw in the flag...
I thought i was over you
because its been 2 years since you have left me...
Mommy said its time to go somewhere
somewhere i dont want to go...
Im sitting here next to you in your bed
your peacefully sleeping...
Thought i loved him
but hes nothing to you...
I say the words, "i love these things, yes i...
a little bit too often during the day...
2 years of waking up, and wishing asleep I stayed
24 months of always wanting to die...
He gripped my hand
looked me straight in the eye...
Im just so full of life these days
it seems Gods put me in a choice of new ways...
Its been 2 years
since you have left me...
Hey! how are you?
i heard you just turned 16...
Its painful to look into a reflection
it makes me feel so ashamed...