**dedicated to my best friend!**
A new life beings...

I dont have many people
But I do have you...

Looking at your picture
Wishing you were looking back...

Memories seep from my veins
As I cut them deep...

For years ive cried
For a boy broke my heart...

Youve taken so much of me
So why not take the rest...

Oh great here I go again
Falling into your traps...

Is this thing a habit
Or is it called pure lust...

**poem from ages ago! not about the present**
I am such a fool...

You toss me around
Just like a rag doll...

As my legs shake
I bite my lip...

**first of my many 100s of poems...that actually...
Trying to write a master piece...