I hate to think I shudder when you say
Those words of kindness, that kept me at bay...

A poor excuse, for blood long spilled
The time was gone, the guilt was filled...

You said you loved me, so long ago
You were the first, love I would know...

A pain unexplained, as the hours pass by
Reality made dark, by deceit and one lie...

One last sentence and you had gone
To take back your heart...

I knew better, than to trust you like this
But my ultimate denial was my moment of bliss...

Its time to face the girl in my mirror
The one whos faced with pain and with terror...

Its easy to think, that I would have turned back
Changed my path, and picked up the slack...

Shallow breathing, full of lies
One last shot, as her heart tries...

You asked me to stop, my lying tongue
But that couldnt replace, the things I had done...

Just please let me go
Let me be free, and never to know...

Jealousy ruined me once before
In two was my black heart tore...