I still panic sometimes & forget to breathe.
but i know there's something beautiful in all my imperfections.
a beauty which he held up for me to see.
a strength that can never be taken away.

She talks about you like you put the stars in the sky

Each night, i put my head to my pillow.
i try to tell myself i'm stronger because
I've gone one more day without you

Trust me, i kno how it feels. i know how it feels to cry in the shower, so no one can hear you, and waiting for everyone to be asleep so you can fall apart, for everything to hurt so bad you just want it all to end.i know exactly how it feels.

Your like a monkey bar & I held on. It was fun at first just hanging there, but my hands started to get weka. I continued to hold on, adjusting my hands to make them stay, but eventually I figured out that it really was time to let go

I know we don't talk much, and sometimes we even walk right past each other without saying one word. But then there's those times when our eyes meet and I know deep down, your missing me as much as I'm missing you. That's what I live for

Now we hardly talk, but you had so much to say those nights where there was skin on skin and I could feel your pulse. Considering I thought it meant a little more than this.

I wish i were blind.
just so i didnt have to see them together

Why was i so completely honest
To someone who was a complete LIE.

Pull out his heart, he doesnt use it anyway