Its hard to smile when your happiness is all lies & you have tears in your eyes.

And Im still here waiting to catch you if you fall, I dont know why I care so much when I shouldnt care at all.

I've been trying not to love you, Ive been putting up a fight. Ive been barely holding on & letting go with all my might. Theres a part of me thats empty, I know only love can fill. Im afraid Ill never fill it, and scared to death I will.

Pictures going through my mind, when were together, all these long sleepless nights, will I ever get better?

If you look inside a girls heart & see how much she cries youll find secrets, bestfriends, & lies, but what youll see the most is how hard it is to stay strong when nothing is right & everything is wrong.

I only think of you & its breaking my heart, Im trying to keep it together but Im slowly falling apart.

I said I loved you, but I think I lied..because theres much more than love that I feel inside. I said I loved you, but I think I was wrong..because theres no way love can feel this strong.

If you loved me like you said you did then you never would of let me go.

Never give up if you still want to try, never wipe the tears if you still want to cry, never settle for the answer if you still want to know, never say you dont like him if you cant let him go.

Everyone says i should give up on you but they dont see you like i do. Your the one who broke my heart, your the reason my world fell apart, your the one who made me cry, yet i love you and i dont know why.