Do you know what it feels like to know your not good enough in the end?

I have a desire in my heart, a knife in my hand, but no guts to follow through...but when i do gain the courage will you miss me?

I'm to screwed up to be helped now, but i wasn't a day ago and you could have done something about it, but why didn't you?

Women there beautiful , majestic, mysterious, mesmerizing creatures, smart, empathetic far superior to man in every way. if i had a choice i would be with women to my dieing day. BUT me like cocks sooooo im strickly *ickly.