I am confused with what to do with myself. I thought I knew what would make me feel better and make me happy but it didnt make me happy. So know I really have no clue what there is to make me feel like there is a point, and no I am not saying that I want to go and kill myself. I am past that stage in my life. I just want something that makes me feel worthwhile, or proud or happy. Well, if anyone reads this and wants to talk my screen name for aol is: Jypizza |
The biggest urge of all
feels like I'm gonna fall...
My blood falls to the floor
drip by drip...
This is my story
of my suicide...
We are just friends
I know this is right...
There once was a girl
Who was hurt many ways...
Kay was just cleaning out her closet
A common kind of chore...
I don't know how it started
And I'm not sure how it ends...
Its finally happen, Ive relapsed
Does this mean the war is done...
How Many Times Does It Take?
~Jessica Grant...
"Mommy look at her"
And she points her finger to the screen...
The smile on my face is just a prop and the laughter you hear is just sound effects |
The knife has to sides On one side its our friend on the other Its our greatest fear |
Take this knife and do me in |