I sit here alone
In the dark, by myself...

I finally did it
I don't know how, but I did...

I love the burning sensation afterwords
I love the quick burst of pain during it...

I hate you
I won't let you kill me...

You don't know my pain
Don't tell me I don't know...

Why is this coming back?
I thought I had rid myself of it...

(This is off the top of my head)
My mom asks...

I'm sitting here quietly thinking
Who did that to her...