"One by one they fall, slowly fade away, becoming just memories, waiting to be forgotten..."

"and i feel lost and hopeless, i can hardly breath, i cant keep my mind from wondering off, im slowly losing it all and my worlds about to come crashing down..."

Im not happy and I fear I never will be. I want to the old things I had but I like the new things I have but I falling with out one and I cant take all this pain, its so strong it brings me to my knees and brings the tears that now fill my eyes

"& maybe i can set myself up for failure one more time to see if it still hurts inside..."

Think of me and how far ive flown with broken wings...

& on a golden chain hangs a silver ring, waiting for hope to be regained...

Fake smiles and a cheap lies and i have them all fooled like that...

& it hurts so bad that i cry at night, maybe its tears of a past life...

He said he'd take me back if i left...but he also said he wouldn't cheat and he did...

And i lied when i said you were never enough...