You say my happiness is important and that it means the world and more and if that so then tell me why i dont feel the same....?

I ended it all and didnt even think, i know i wanted all the fighting to stop. I said you were always going to stay in my heart, you ask me to make sure that was true. And on a golden chain it hangs, waiting for what was lost to be regained...

It once hung from a golden chain and now it sits alone in a box of painful memories...

I dont need the pain, the tears or the broken hearts...all i need to know is that i can smile again without the fear of tears....

I dont wanna think anymore becasue i know i can be with you without a tear drop or without the pain....

"& i feel a light sinsation and all i can think of is being with you..."

We started out as friends but now we are so much more...

& there you remain a lost hope in my dreams...

Forever wanted, yet still something i cant have...

"& tears roll down and burn my cheeks, and slowly they slip away but i still feel them anyways..."