Its like sometimes
I just want to walk up to him and
scream 'You Idiot! I Love You!'

I Know I Made Alot Of
Mistakes.
Disappointments.
Failures.
But I Promise Yuu. There Is A Part Of Me
Worth Keeping.

Sunburned face and drunken mother crying as shes carving in her flesh

Just Take it, don't worry
I never needed my pride anyway.

& the way my heart broke
isnt easy to explain at alll
but the moment he said
"my heart belongs to her"
i think is when i broke down and cried

They don't know, in her skin razors sink.
The crimson color flows as she kneels over and cries.
She breaths her last few breaths.
This is her suicidal good-bye

Her arms now full of lines, Her artistic way of doing things, Instead of complaints and whines

Dolled up hair, fake skin on...baby your just a make up kind of beauty

I'm a strong girl, keeping my shit in line
even when the tears are streaming down my face,
i still manage to say the words, "i'm fine"

Not everyone is meant to live,
Not everyone is meant to give,
Some are meant to die,
Therefore I will never question why