Death and pain all around
I wanna feel what I'm drowning in...

I said I would never do it again
And I honestly tried...

Friends are there for you
Through thick and thin...

Can you forgive me for what I've done?
Can you forgive me for not being the one...

Jay
these scars run deep...

Today there are no memories of you,
I've done thrown them all away...

Can you not see what you have done?
You're crimson tears will forever run...

You and I were something very unexpected,
No one ever thought our lives would be connected...

~Love and Dreams are like Poker.
You play high stakes and risk it all...

I'm about to take this knife
and end my like...

You forgive me when you shouldn't
You care when i don't deserve it...

I always pray,
God please take this pain away...