I know Im not what you want me to be,
And I am sorry...

Lying here wondering,
What life has in store...

Why is my heart screaming,
Where are you...

A girl whos different,
That would be me...

I lay here thinking of his face,
i know he loves me deep inside...

My head pounds with pain,
i can feel the blood pulse through my veins...

The rain drips down like bloody tears,
it captures me a lets out my fears...

This is bugging me from deep inside,
holding the truth that i try to hide...

He pushed me down i cried,
please dont do this, he took my soul, i died...

The night i killed him i cried,
because i was knowing he had died...

When life becomes to hard or to mean,
You can allways know you have me to lean...

A night when I went insane,
I stabbed the razor in my vein...