So I'll sit in my room.
Which can also
Be called my tomb.
Pretending that I'm fine.
Sitting there,
Looking at my arm
Red line after red line.

And When I Die
Bury Me With
A Razorblade Kiss
And A Photograph
Of All Those I Am
Going To Surely Miss

Alone and forgotten
Wondering why

Why you had to cheat on her
& why you had to lie.
Lie to your family
Who loves you so very much.

I wish you could take it back
But i guess that is asking too much.

Your my inspiration
Kelsey Brooks Lecours
R.I.P
- March 22nd, 2004

Lying is the worst thing that you can do to a girl.
It'll make her cut herself in all these swirls and twirls.
Well thats what happend to me
and now i need the blade to end my misery..

Any day now, you will come walking through
and maybe, just maybe
I wont be there for you.
Then you'll know what it feels like
to be forgotten
let me tell you
it feels pretty f.u.c.k.i.n.g rotten..

Don't go im gonna make you stay
With me
Till im through
Standing in this overcrowed room..
-bleed the dream

What if i told you, that you were my happily ever after?

The peoples i know aren't worth the tears that i cry...

These words lead to dead ends..
-Hawthorne heights